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[12 Mar 2006|03:32pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Marching Bands of Mahattan - Death Cab ]

le sigh.

my computer is broken, which is why i haven't updated my lj in so long.
kinda in a depressed mood.
probably because i watched a bunch of depressing movies and depressing music.










i suck.

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[02 Feb 2006|08:48pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Someday You Will Be Loved - Death Cab for Cutie ]

Wrote this last night... sort of dedicated to Emma because she's good to talk to because I was having a rough day. She helped a bunch. I'm not even sure if its true, I just felt like that the girl behind me was her. )

The one I turned in is better, I'll edit it.
Maybe.
If I feel like it.

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[02 Feb 2006|08:29pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Lightness - Death Cab for Cutie ]

Today was pretty moderate... kinda... still... "BLEHHH GUHHH" from last night (I've decided that's a good way to put it) but theatre was really fun today. Started crying because I was laughing so hard... Andrew put on my jacket and my hat while I was onstage and took a picture of himself and I can now see it on myspace (XDXDXD) so yeah.

Drums was fun... Kyle got pretty banged up while mountain biking so he has all these gross road rashes on his leg.

Ummm... letssee...

That is all.

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[01 Feb 2006|10:30pm]
[ mood | mental-breakdown-ish ]
[ music | I'm One - The Who ]

Day started awesome.

Oh where did it all go?

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[31 Jan 2006|08:46pm]
[ mood | ooh it disappears ]
[ music | Apocalypso - Mew (wtf? oh well) ]

Dude, I was tired ALL day.

Brittany and the other kid, who are cards with me were talking while Deitch was talking to more important people and we have this part where we have to form a card-wall to block Alice from escaping the trial and I'm all "I think that you should be farther away, and when Alice trys to escape, it'll be, like, TEAM GARDNER CARD SQUAD... UNITE! and we'll form this huge wall. Yeah, that'd be awesome." Brittany laughed. I don't know if Other Kid laughed or not, I wasn't really paying attention. Brittany is going out with Clay (Cheshire Cat) and its all cute and stuff when we're hanging out as TEAM GARDENER CARD SQUAD and he'll come around when he doesn't have any lines.



Sighhh.


Jealousy.

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[30 Jan 2006|10:17pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Marching Bands of Manhattan - Death Cab for Cutie ]

Emma and I had a nice talk.



I think if she lived nearby we could be very good friends.
But we don't.


Fairly good day...

Very large chatroom with LIBers...



...The End

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[27 Jan 2006|10:47pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | Star Witness - Neko Case ]

FRIDAY OFF!!!! WOOO omg fun fun day.

Except NOT.

Woke up at 11:00 and had breakfast and was alone for most of the day. Dad was at a meeting and mom was at work. Spent most of the day trying to write poems and improving the ones I already wrote. At 7 Mom, Julie, Kelsey and I all went to see Pride and Predjudice which was LOVE. Kelsey is my age and I don't know her very well but sometimes, though she didn't grow up like him, she seems kinda lonely like Andy Warhol. I guess she wants to go to art college, but she's not very popular and she's having trouble with the jr high/high school transition. It really makes me want to be her friend even more, because Andy was so lonely and no one deserves that.



Sighhhh.

Good movie.
Makes me want to read the book.

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[26 Jan 2006|08:28pm]
[ mood | ...bipolar ]
[ music | You Make Me Feel So Young - Frank Sinatra ]

Sighhhh.

More friend problems...

English teacher liked my Andy/Presley thing, which is good. I might even post it here, if I can get Emily Sarah (XD!) to give me the HTML for the linky thing...

Ah yes, here we go.
Andy/Presley )


I had a very sweet conversation tonight with a friend:

Townshend-  "Don't turn on those damn TVs Tommy!" says:
I would not at all be surprised if Andy reached out to you in a dream. He seems to grasp onto any hint of friendship or connection.
The Born Lever-Puller says:
I would LOVE to be his friend.
Townshend-  "Don't turn on those damn TVs Tommy!" says:
You are.
Townshend-  "Don't turn on those damn TVs Tommy!" says:
The way that I see it is, a friend is someone that loves you and that you love.
Townshend-  "Don't turn on those damn TVs Tommy!" says:
Andy loved everybody. He said it often. If you love him, that conenction is made.


I made a new friend tonight.

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[24 Jan 2006|08:59pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Rock and Roll, Part Two - Gary Glitter ]

Blehhh today was mucho improvment compared to yesterday. I had to leave for a dentist appointment at 12:00 so my mom and I went out for lunch where I had my first burger in about a year (it wasn't that good, either). I'm kinda disappointed that I failed at my goal (my goal was to go red-meat-less for a year.) Oh wait, yes I did.

Heheh.

Anyways, Mrs. Delmartini assigned me to write a poem every night for ten days, and then put it in like... a scrapbook. In response I said "SKLDJAFOWEJALSD WHAT?!" but I had to do it. I was going to put tonights poem, but then I realized it REALLY sucked, so I'm going to write a different one.  But here's the picture I was going to put along with it, just because I feel like posting it.


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[23 Jan 2006|04:37pm]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | Tattoo - The Who ]

Today SUCKED.  


I didn't get March Hare, but Colette did, because she's great and all that.  I love Colette.
I didn't get White Rabbit.
In fact, I didn't get anything in my top 15 characters.
I got... a gardener.  I'm not sure which one, either 2, 5 or 7.

I'm so upset!  I don't know why, man.  I thought I would be fine with anything I got, but I'm not!  I sooo am not.  I cried a little bit when I got home.  I'm so mad at myself, why couldn't I got that extra bit?!  Mrs Deitchman's input was "You are acting like Dana.  Not like a character."  But I was!  I don't understand what I did wrong...

I suppose everyone has to start somewhere.
BUT... NO, MAN.  This can't happen.
What the hell is wrong with me?!  I've never been like this before.  I've never gotten so upset about something like this.
Of course, nothing like this has ever happened to me before.

GODDDDDDDD...

And that wasn't the only bad thing that happened today.  But I don't really want to go into that.

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[22 Jan 2006|08:01pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Mary Anne with the Shakey Hand - The Greenhorns ]

You Are a Dreaming Soul

Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult

You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.

Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul



I thought it was kind of nice.

Anyways, after spending the night with Nicki and watching Season 1 of Jackass (Johnny Knoxville=<333) and spending four hours helping her babysit her cousin JC (who is SO adorable) and watching Dora the Explorer, I'm feeling pretty wiped. I went downtown with Emily and Caitlin and we saw "The Producers" who has Uma Thurman who I have just recently decided is one of the most beautiful women I've seen in my life (she looked STUNNING in that blue dress in the scene she is painting the office white) and we bought lots of candy. Mmmmm.

Good stuff.

I also bought a Mojo magazine that came with a CD of covered Who songs. Which is quite enjoyable.
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[20 Jan 2006|10:16pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | Little Bitty Pretty One - Bobby Darin ]

Improv show tonight! Bahaha, Bryan (my brother) was pretty funny. Mom and Dad went up there do to be a part of a skit where three people reinact how the couple first met each other. XDXDXDXD

A few people got their parts today, in theatre! I didn't, unfortunatly, but I STILL WANT MARCH HARE! Makayla got the Queen, which is what I think she wanted. Amber got Alice, which is okay. I thought she was good, but I really really thought Colette was better. I don't think Deitchman is very good at picking parts. :-/
So I'm a bit nervous on what I'm going to get?
As long as I don't get a Card or Tech, I think I'll be fine with whatever I get.

-crosses fingers-
Please, god!!! Don't make me a card!!

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[18 Jan 2006|10:23pm]
[ mood | SPASTIC ]
[ music | The Final COUNTDOWNNN ]

ARGH

Real quick.

School - moderate
Afterschool - FANTASTIC. Hannah+Taylor+Me+Downtown=FUNFUNFUNFUNFUN.
Church - BLEH. Chris more annoying than he usually is.
LOST - OMG AN ARMY!? SAJDFOAIWAJFSOIDKJFALKWedjgjwoaijsld
Homework - Only history homework, and its all finished!! I should get an A on both the portfolio and project, as well as 20 extra credit points. <3333333

LOST <3333333333333 FRIGGIN SQUEE.

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[17 Jan 2006|07:40pm]
[ mood | silly ]
[ music | Animal Crackers - Melanie Safka ]

What I've noticed is that my little smiley faces do not include the mood bipolar. They should, man. Because that's what I'm feeling right now. One minute I'm all bitchy and the next i'm all "No way, man. I'm totally cool with that."

Today was... pretty low-key, it could've been better. SLO life is pretty boring, I watched the news for a little bit and they kept going on and on about this 200 pound dog. I mean, did anyone die today? Any updates on the people who vandalized my school? Any acedemic achievements at the high school?

Apparently not.

I want ice cream.

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[16 Jan 2006|08:55pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Desolation Row - Bob Dylan ]

Today was... dissappointing. Dinner/lunch was nice, we went to Firestone's Grill and I had some chicken. They have good barbeque sauce, I just realized that.


ANYWAYS.

I got Bob Dylan's "Highway 61 Revisited" which is LOVE, and a CD called Uncut which has a whole bunch of stuff I'm going to read later.

I have a headache.

High:
Icee telling me that when I'm happy, blink three times, angry, blink two times, and sad, blink five times.

Low:
Doing yardwork for four hours and not getting paid. >:(

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[15 Jan 2006|11:17pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Yeeee. Emma showed me how to do that fancy-shmancy thing she does with her... stuff.

the quiz thing that I took )


I'm not really sure if a choleric temperment is a good thing or not. I don't feel like looking up the word, but I thought cholera was a disease.

>:(
Words confuse me.

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[14 Jan 2006|11:44pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | Monday, Monday - Mama's and the Papa's ]

Ugh.
Lets see... best part about today was that mom made muffins for breakfast. Mmmm muffins. After muffins I watched a lot of TV and thought about doing homework but ended up not doing any. Dad asked if I wanted to go with coffee with him, but I guess coffee translated to BUY STUFF because we spent excruciating large amounts of money on cameras and I stood around. But afterwards we went to BooBoo Records and he got some CDs and I saw some stuff I want to buy tomorrow, which is a music magazine which comes with a CD of Lennon/Dylan/Beach Boys/Who covers. MOJO also had an interesting CD of all Who tribute covers and I can't decide which to buy.

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[14 Jan 2006|04:46pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | Brand New Key - Melanie ]

Because Emma's made me.


[01] Name:
[02] Date of birth:
[03] Where you live:
[04] What makes you happy:
[05] Currently listening/the last thing you listened to:
[06] Do you read my journal?:
[07] If yes, what makes it especially good or bad?:
[08] An interesting fact about you:
[09] Are you in love/do you have a crush at the moment?:
[10] Favourite place to spend time:
[11] Favourite lyric:
[12] The best time of the year:

RECOMMEND
[01] A film:
[02] A book:
[03] A band, a song, or album:

PLUS
[01] One thing you like about me:
[02] Two things you like about yourself:
[03] Look at my friends-list and tell what you like about one of our mutual friends:
[04] Put this in your journal so that I can tell you what I like about you.

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[13 Jan 2006|11:08pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Friday, I'm in Love - The Cure ]

UGHHHH BOREDDDD.

Emma and I were both in fairly bad moods today, so we went around the boards talking about people like we would in regular, girl life. You know, the normal talk-behind-the-back thing. Also talked about how much our lives SUCK.

I keep staring at this picture of John Cleese hanging on my corkboard, I need to take it down. Because whenever I see it I think I'm going to that performance, but I'm NOT. >:( I wanted to go soo badly. ("John Cleese: Seven Ways to Skin an Ocelot")

Finally tried out in theatre today, as Alice and the March Hare. Next week I'll try for more random parts, it Deitch wants me to.

The high school's winter formal was today, so I got to meet my brother's date, "Skyla." She's very pretty, and very nice. Bryan was wearing an all-black suit and was holding a cane, believe it or not, that had an 8 ball on the top, as its little grip thing. He looked very classy. Michael, his friend, was dressed in all white, also with a cane, except instead of an 8 ball it was a cue ball.


Tired.
Except not.

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[13 Jan 2006|04:52pm]
[ music | (Can Only) Run So Far - George Harrison ]

This conversation actually took place a few days ago but its still halarious and it still MUST HAPPEN.

Fate says:
omg when i'm in college
Fate says:
i'll have all afternoon classes
Lads says:
XDXD
Lads says:
yesss
Fate says:
so i can totally be an insomniac
Lads says:
bahah
Lads says:
LIKE ME
Fate says:
YEAH
Lads says:
an honorable goal.
Fate says:
totally
Fate says:
XD
Fate says:
I'll be just as lazy, too
Lads says:
XDXD
Lads says:
yhee
Fate says:
and i'll talk to you and icee all into the night
Fate says:
and i'll sleep for however long i want to
Lads says:
yess
Fate says:
XDXDXD
Fate says:
and it will be good
Lads says:
it will!!
Lads says:
XD
Fate says:
totally
Fate says:
and we'll be the greatest
Fate says:
people
Fate says:
in all of mankind
Lads says:
OF COURSE
Fate says:
and then one day
Fate says:
we'll all meet up halfway
Fate says:
which i suppose it in the middle of the pacific ocean
Fate says:
but no matter
Lads says:
XDXD
Lads says:
yesss
Lads says:
that will RULE
Fate says:
XD
Fate says:
WE COULD ALL HAVE A HOLIDAY ON HAWAII
Fate says:
and sleep all day
Lads says:
OMG
Lads says:
yes
Fate says:
and stay up all niiight
Lads says:
YES
Fate says:
and if one of us falls asleep
Fate says:
sucks for them
Fate says:
because DUDE
Fate says:
THE PRANKS WILL BE ON
Lads says:
XDXD
Lads says:
YESSSS
Lads says:
OMG
Lads says:
so much fun
Fate says:
XD and a week later we'll all have huge bags under our eyes because we all refuse to sleep
Lads says:
XDXD
Lads says:
YES
Lads says:
and we'll be completely running on caffeine
Lads says:
our blood with be caffeine
Fate says:
totally
Fate says:
and we'll be in such bad moods that we're in good ones
Fate says:
and it will totally be ironic
Lads says:
XDXD
Lads says:
yes
Fate says:
and at 2 in the morning we'll be all
Fate says:
OMG MORNING COFFEE RUN
Fate says:
-ZOOM OUT OF BUILDING-
Fate says:
AND OUR LIFE WILL BE IN ALL CAPS
Lads says:
YES!!!!!!!!!
Lads says:
AND EXCLAMATION POINTS
Fate says:
YEAH TOTALLY!!!
Lads says:
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fate says:
@!KL!@!!!!!!!!!!!@#%&%#!!!!!!!!!
Lads says:
sgaelirghaerljgkaewrdjjm!@!!
Fate says:
AND I'LL HALLUCINATE
Fate says:
oh my god
Fate says:
sooo much fun!
Lads says:
XDXDXD
Lads says:
yeeee
Fate says:
and i'll be "-point- OMG YOKO!"
Lads says:
And I'll be like, "OMG WHERE I LOOOOVE HER"
Fate says:
AND I'M LIKE "DON'T YOU SEE HER?! -shakes finger-"
Lads says:
XDXD
Lads says:
And I'm like, "OMG I WANT TO TELL HER I LOOOOVE HER"
Fate says:
and then you're all "-hallucinate- OMG I SEE HER!! -runs into window-"
Fate says:
AND WE'LL KNOW EVERY STEP OF THE CHA-CHA SLIDE
Lads says:
XDXD
Lads says:
YESSS
Lads says:
and we'll sing IT'S RAINING MEN
Fate says:
TOTALLY
Fate says:
AND THEN WHEN WE'RE OUT OF HAWAII
Fate says:
WE'LL BE ALL LIKE "OMG IF EMMA AND I GO TO AUSTRALIA NEXT MONTH, THEN YOU HAVE TO COME HERE THE NEXT NEXT MONTH"
Fate says:
and then we'll sleep for about a month
Lads says:
XDXD
Lads says:
YES
Fate says:
and then go to australia!
Lads says:
YEAH!
Fate says:
omg its a perfect plan!
Lads says:
It is.
Lads says:
we've got to do it.
Fate says:
totally
Fate says:
okay
Fate says:
just about... 4 or 5 more years when i'm in college.
Fate says:
XD
Lads says:
XDXD
Lads says:
yess
Fate says:
totally
Fate says:
or if sarah can't come because she's touring with the mo's XD
Fate says:
then... ummmm
Fate says:
i dunno what we'll do
Fate says:
i guess you and i will meet up in like, idaho XD i have nooo clue which states are which
Lads says:
XDXD
Lads says:
We could meet up in Utah!
Fate says:
OMG
Lads says:
and grab Sisssy and Beffy!
Fate says:
THEN BE WITH... YEAH YOU ALREADY SAID IT
Fate says:
XD you beat me
Lads says:
XDXDXD
Lads says:
YESSS
Fate says:
TOTALLY
Fate says:
and we'll have a partay
Lads says:
YESSS
Lads says:
we should all chip in for Icee's plane ticket and then all drive there
Lads says:
and partay in Utah.
Lads says:
.... XD
Lads says:
woo...?
Fate says:
YEAAAH
Fate says:
or something WOOO
Lads says:
XDXD
Fate says:
we should buy a place in the middle of no where and do what icee's fics are always like
Fate says:
XDXDXDXD
Fate says:
we're all roommates
Fate says:
oh man
Fate says:
so fun
Lads says:
YES

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